Monday, 24 May 2010

First day bac at work

My first day back at work was actually ok!!! part fromm i was shattered nd my knees and feet hurt! and I had to keep blowing my nose stupid cold! I should be in the gd books as i did an argos card and insurance!
My neck has finally calmed down a bit! I need to listen to landon more often about sun cream!!!
Hope i sleep better 2nite last night was crap kept waking up and had the weirdest dreams all to do with ppl that i no but silly and strange circumstances!
Hope i feel ok to go to band 2nite i wish this cold wud go away it aint helping my mood! i may just go nd play wat i cn and make the tea nd do the washing up. As it lifted my mood abit last wk just bein ther wer harldy any1 knew wats bin goin on just to forget bout things at times and do something I love!
I really miss Alex i cant get him out of my mind! i woke up in the middle of the nite nd just wanted to be in his arms! to just feel safe and secure which is something i havnt felt for awhile. I need to try 2 move on but i cant i just want him i no he feels the same y do our circumstances have to be like this! I want us both 2 be happy ppl!!!

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