AHHHHHHH!!!!

Why does my life seem stuck whereas all my friends seem to b movin on nd are happy! Everyone seems to leave me nd go there seperate ways nd im stuck!!!!!! Or is busy with there own lives. Maybe im being selfish I don't know. I just don't like my life at the mo! I just don't know what i want to do with it. I know i'm not happy but what. They say God has a plan for everyone and knows what he has mapped out but I wish he would tell me. Everything I try fail maybe its meant to make the sucess better or to make me be a stronger person or im just doomed to failure I don't know! I know nothing!!!!!!!! Maybe I need to do some thinking or with me it won't usually help will just make things worse.